Title:Motives
Author:IAteMyFeet
Genre:Fluff
Rating:none
Warnings: none
I was sat on the opposite sofa, watching Phil smile over some video on his laptop. I was full-on staring at him for the millionth time in my life, and there was nothing wrong with that, because even if I can never say anything, I'm still allowed to dream, aren't I?
I wasn't actually suffering. Yes, I was unfortunately in love with my best friend, but it wasn't all as bad as you would expect, I rarely felt like breaking to the floor, crying, screaming, wanting to die. Mostly it made me feel just a little numb, little hopeless, little bitter.
My gaze was wandering ove